Engagement

So, it finally happened. Ashley(roommate) and Todd(ex) are engaged as of last night and getting married in August. I'm happy for them, it's an exciting time. I'm also now painfully aware of the scars that I still have from when he and I broke up like a year and a half ago. One of those days where I'm just wandering around the apartment wondering if he was right when he said that I wasn't worth it, and then getting mad at myself for defining my worth through a guy who wasn't right for me. I just don't really know what to think about it all. I'm incredibly confused.