And We're Back!

I finally ate some food! Like three sort of meals, if an apple or pretzels count as a meal. I was even able to go to work for 6 hours and run all kinds of errands around town. I feel fine now, I just can't eat very much. And in the morning, I'm off to St. Louis for Lauren's wedding! I can't believe my best friend will be a married woman in like 3 days. I'm hosting her personal shower tomorrow night, it should be a fun time. I will say though, I'm ready to get back to a routine. Since Thanksgiving my life's been topsy-turvy. With finals, graduation, Mexico, Christmas, stomach flu, and now the wedding. I'm ready to settle down and go back to my regular routine. I want consistency! I am really struggling with my relationship with God and in such a funk. No church or lifegroup for a month doesn't help either. I struggle with being self-motivated so much, I need some routine to keep me consistent. I'm going to enjoy this weekend for all it's worth, and then I will gladly accept the monotony of every day life.